cant help her with anything.
its been long since i cry till so hard.
seeing her give up on this world
wanting to die
want to end her life
really makes me feel sad.
i know its hurtful.
but seeing her in this state
hopeless abt the world
wanting to cut herself
really makes me feel hopeless
i wish i can help
but the help seems limited
i dont know what to say
but its the worse, saddess that it could go for the past few yrs
1st time crying in public
1st time worrying like crazy
1st time felt so helpless than never
just 1 wish: go back on track. =(
Let the thoughts go wild!

