-Off Day- Today~January 2008 is coming to an end. ( So Fast!)Chinese lunar new year is just next week!! =)Haha. Can get to eat alot of food=XBut need to control myself so that i wont grow fatter haha=]But hard la!=DOkay also have chosen where i want to study this year.Is a very hard choice la. Cuz the course must be something i like or interest me.Or else will suffer inside. 1 more months then attachment will end.Will be getting pay next week i guess.Although not alot but still is $$=) Haha.Haven buy any clothes for new year yet.Who want to accompany me go buy?!?And thinking of getting a permanent part time job.Once or twice every week. So that got money=)Stopping here. =)
Let the thoughts go wild!
I'm back. Haha...
Nw is the 3rd week of attachment at SCC
Everything still going fine i guess.
Get to know more ppls and some malay too..
And can cope with the jobscope already.
Haha.. But a few days ago really met some f***ing and gua lan ppls.
Like it was our duty to check their boarding pass to see whether they can still proceed for their boardingor they're too early for their boarding.
But got a male passenger refused to let me check.
He say" you are not a security or police here. Why shd i let you check?"
And he just continue walking on. I was like so agitated that i wanted to scold back vulgarities at him le.
But i just stop him and say" Sir, i am just doing what i'm told to. If you refused to cooperate, you can dont take the ferry and feel free to complain me."
LOL. zzz.. Then only after that he let me check-_-
And sometimes really have some language barriers with the Korean.
They usually come in a big group and will held a meeting and then when tell them to go in, they will refused to. They will continue talking, and last mins then go in then the gate close le. -_- Then, have to open up for them. zzz..
1 more challenge thing for me is need to have some info abt Sin and Batam too.
Some ppls will ask"where can i take the cable car, take which vessel to water front, how long to batam" all this..
Then even if dont know, need to answer logically on the spot.
Ahh. And have a meeting with those "big shots" of SCC for orientation yest.
The meeting last for 2 and a half hours.
1st time in a meeting room lol. But feel like sleeping cuz they're talking abt history and many stuffs of SCC and the pay all these if you want to be permanent.
Okay enough abt the attachment.
Then last mon was actually feeling very emo for the whole day.
Dunno why. very scary feeling.
Its just like alot of thoughts all these being trapped inside my hearts that i could hardly breathe.
Think of alot of things be it logical or not logical.
A few days back received another letter from NS again.
Then on the 12th feb need go to the hendon camp there to do the vocational assessment near changi there.
Dots. Already defer till April this year le and still can keep sending. zzz.
Then i called to ask whether can dont go or nt.
Then the officer say is just a test to see whether you are eligible for commando or nt.
Then he say you can still defer in April.
I was like hiaz. -_-"
Cuz on that day need to be there for the whole day. IQ test, interview, and i think NAFA test too. Err.. i surely fail the pull up want. lol haha..And the IQ test all these sure will make my brain burst want based on the last time went for medical check up the test already last for ard 1 hrs seeing those strange pictures and answering some weird qns that looks like no ans at all.
Just hope for the best yeah.
And yest was the release of O LvL results. That day was supposed to be my off thn change to sat on the last mins -__-
The roster is like keep changing every hrs, every day. lol..
Then when reach home go see my results. I was very anxious yet afraid.
Then i login and see OMG i actually managed to pass!!!
Really felt extremly happy cuz my little bit of hardwork finally pay off.
Get c6 for Eng and c5 for maths.
Maths drop by one grade but i expected it. English was really a surprised for me cuz i was at all not confident at all. I thought will either be a D7 or E8 again.
But really thanks god for the results. I'm truly satisfied.
And thanks all those that stood by me or gave me encouragement along the way.
Hope those taking the results are doing fine too...
Then nw i think combined results for L1R4 will be 20 without cca.
Also dont know want to go where but tml will go down to MOE there to apply for the JAE 1st ba thn see how.
Wa..such a long entry le. Shall end with some pictures taken..
Thanks for reading and visiting ppls. Haha. Hope can see everyone soon.
Will update soon. Gd luck to all on the posting be it wherever your want to go...
>>Everday will never be a waste if we have a goals in mind that keep us pushing<<
A edible fish beside a ferry!! 1st time i see fish on the sea. lol..Haha.
Cruise
Let the thoughts go wild!
HaPpY 19th B'dAy to myself!!! CHEERS!!!
Although over by 3 days le but still, cheers!!!
Thanks to all those that have celebrated with me, given me present or a B'day wishes in any way. Its really appreciated!!!
And get to ate alot of different cake too=D
Time flies i guess. I'm 19 yrs old le. =)
Nxt yr will have a 2* in front le. old le.. LOL
And attachment at SCC have started on 8 Jan..
The jobscope is easy once you have the hang of it.
I think its also the 1st job that i dont feel any pressure doing it.
Quite slack actually. Haha=)
Ok nt going to say much. Taken some photos secretly. enjoy...
Its what i do everyday there at SCC=)
And wont be blogging for the time being le..cuz lazy LOL =)
But ppls do continue to tag for me XD haha=)
And thanks for reading all these while...
Lastly all the best to all those taking O lvl results..
And Happy New Year in advance!!!
The PRE-IMM gate. Have to check their boarding pass.
The boarding gate. Have to open up for trip/gate, close trip/gate, announcement, and some computer/paper work too.
Boarding gate. Have to make sure passenger tap their card.
The Berth. Will shake vigorously when 2 ship are knocking against it.
The worker of the ship will tap the card. We just stand there to make sure the number of cards verify with the computer at the boarding gate to close the trip and some pax status reporting when the card is invalid.
The sea view. Beautiful man=)
Opposite is Sentosa already!!!
>>Sometimes, its just a matter of how we look at things<<
Let the thoughts go wild!
This week is the official start of returning to scl for many ppls..
By 7.30am, the house will be empty.
And whenever i woke up, there's no one around already..
My parents have gone to work and my sibilings have gone to scl.
Really nt used to it.
How I wish i could go back to scl also=]
The feeling at home is quite lonely actually.
Besides using comp and slacking, there's hardly anything for me to do.
Sometimes i just wish that there will be someone out there to accompany me.
Or i have a very busy lifestyle that kept me occupied.
Nw thinking back...
What does friends really meant?
Friendship isn't abt whom you have known the longest, who came first or who cares the best. Its abt who came and nv left. >Took this from xy msg<
Its true actually.
But unfortunately, the feeling that i have over the years are many came and many left too. Sometimes even without us knowing too.
Maybe i was nt a gd friend to them=[
To me, its hard to maintain or remain the same friend.
Everything just keep changing everyday. Nothing stay permanent.
Then some will say you must take the initiative sometimes to ask ppls out, to care for them and blah blah blah.
True. But often, i just have this feeling that they are busy, unwilling, and in some cases, its impossible to maintain the friendship.
Because of gender? Interest?Attitude?Character?
Hah~ maybe to some of my friend, they find me very quiet. But its true, i dont usually talk much unless its something that interest me=]
Maybe i shd really try to speak up more often=]
I think from pri scl to now studying in ITE, got to knew alot of ppls mainly through same class, scl or CCA.
And as i proceed to a higher institute, the number of ppls that were left beside me really became lesser and lesser.
I guess that's life after all.Its impossible to remain all the good stuffs beside us always.
If i have the choice, i would rather exchange all my friends to 1 or 2 close friend or ppl that i can share my everything with.
There's still a long route ahead of me.
I dont know what will happen to me in the future time.
But hopefully, i will get to know more closer friend and be a person of better character.
Haa!~ i'm too paranoid today=]
Nxt Tues starting attachment. Still have 3 more days to slack=]
And the last few days have been playing basketball.
A song that i superb like. The lyrics, feel or this.
Its like a overdraft of my life. Its the 2nd song in my playlist.=]
Going to go buy lunch nw. Bye!~
Lu Tai Wan我在这里
计算终点的距离
下一站有没有更期待的结局
眼闭上眼
看不看得见过去
看不看得见
原来那个你和幸福的关系
路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯
一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状
眼闭上眼
看不看得见过去
看不看得见
原来那个你和幸福的关系
路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状
付出过是不是就换得希望
呼吸太乱世界太宽缘分毕竟太短
路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状
Let the thoughts go wild!
Aim and Achieve
I like this pic!~
Is nice.
1st entry for year 2008!!
Happy New Year
Years comes and goes!~
And 2007 is gone forever!~
On the 31 Dec, just went over to boon lay to see the firework..
Then go slack at one of my friend's hus untill 6 am..
Play cards, ps2, watch Tv, and crap around..
Drop dead into bed after reaching home=)
Yest, went to watch two movies wif umairah, mark, nafiqah, and nurul
Redline and Alien Vs Predator 2
Redline is abt car racing.
The girls in the show wear very less and are hot i guess=]
I like to see the car ski. Its nice..
Alien Vs Predator 2 is nice to me.
Abit scary, disgusting, but nice show overall. Haha..
Only 4 ppls survive and the whole city of ppls were killed.
And the govt ppl are like scrificing the ppls to killed the Alien and predator.
Looking forward to the jay Chou movie on basketball.. Haha..
I think any movie that have sports,or is funny, romantic and loving, or those fighting will interest me..=)
My New Year resolutions for 2008:
-More Activities to occupy me
-Pass my O lvl English and get into poly
-Better bonding with my family
-More close friends
-Better relationship with all my friends
-Do well in studies
-Find someone that i like and whom like me too=)
-Grow taller and Slim down
-Better personality and character
-Able to travel overseas to enjoy
Guess that's all...Haha...
10 more days to my 19th B'day=)
Going to sleep a little more... Bye all=]
Let the thoughts go wild!
