O' LvL Coming!!In another 4 weeks time!!How prepared am i?Am i readyfor it?Hmm..I think that will be around 30% prepared..This week have nt done so much revision even though sometimes really have time and nothing to do but will nt think of opening the book..=/ I think alot of ppls nw are afraid that O is coiming again cuz we'all once fall..I am nt a exception too..Yes i am afraid and anxious for it though my face sometimes doesn't show it..Dreams, goals,hopes, aims, wishes, expectation are all tarnished at once..The feeling is not very gd..Especially after the eng oral, my confident level for English Language have dropped tremendiously..Not that i am emo or what, but just felt that the oral i have in Aug is like no difference from last year..What if i get E8 back again?Or worst still F9?That only prove one thing..My Eng really cannot make it..Or i have nt put in enough effort for it for the past few years in area of studies..Just two more written paper to go and everything will be finalised..
Then how prepared am i for maths?Maths used to be my best subject and the subject that i like the most from pri scl till now..Cuz i find it interesting and challenging..The reason i choose to retake this time round is to obtain a better grade..But dunno can or nt or a mistake to retake..After going through some maths qns, i find some rather okay and i know where my weakness lies..Loci and transformation..This two sure come out..Really need to brush this two up.. Lets hope for the best? Ya..
Today is my Dad B'day!! Haha..Gona eat alot later cuz my mum cooking steamboat=P Hope that my Dad will be healthy and more richer=)..HEE!~ Oh..btw "Evon Almightly" is a very nice movie..haha..Very humourous and can see lots of animals=) Okay one pict to end this post=) Taken from last week..Progressing to 3rd week of holiday! ( Really need to do some revision!!=))
Before the movie start..So many ppls watch-_- Haha..But nice show ..
Let the thoughts go wild!
Song changed from"Never Had A dream Comes True" to " Guardian Angel" a chinese song..A song that i like from the past till now.."
There will always be a day where we will find our Guardian Angel in life" Haha..
Mon went to Mark Hus there to play basketball. His house gt 19 cats and somehow, felt uncomfortable cuz of the smell and everywhere also cats..Then stay awhile at his house then go play basketball and after that, went home le with Wesley accompanying..
Tues stayed at home to watch "I guess" from the past and "Gong Zhu Xiao Mei" from youtube..Really thanks YunMin for helping me find the web to watch if nt i will still be thinking it is nt out yet.. =) LOL..Then do some eng and maths revision and somehow quite alot of maths qns forgot how to do le..Really felt a little shed for it..But just do what i can can le..
Wed go swim at Jurong East again..Actually nt fully go there to swim but to enjoy and relax myself then go play candle at the roof of carpark with some basketball friends then went home..
Thurs(Today) will be going to Town with Des,Xh,mel..Just like a small outings and ya, that's it..
I think on tues night have a midnight conference with Des,xh,and Mel..till very late around 3 AM..Seriously felt better and relief and nice talking to them as all of us have our own path to pursue and despite all that, there will be times when we can chat and meet up..I think that's what true friends really meantAnd hope that we can keep this friendship going..Talked abt current life, work, scl, westwood, past relationship, and many more..And someone seems to hate guys alot=) I think if it will the me in the past, i wont dare to said out such things as i think is awkward and will made me feel uncomfortable..But now, i think we should nt hide all those feelings especially when we really love someone as if we nv dare to said out, we will nv understand whats other feel for us too..Communication is the best way to let ppls understand you and your thoughts..
>>Love really need the basic tolerance and the willingness to accept other weakness, Always follow what our hearts feel and think carefully before making a decision<<
>>What we think will not happen will very often happened somehow<<
>>"Love" and "Hurt" are only a step away and is often linked if mismanaged<<
>>There's no use crying over things/person that is not worth your tears<<
And a few days back received this message from Umairah which somehow touches my heart haha..>>
The best thing i find in my life was knowing you, though i dont always msg you, i still want you to know that i treasure you..Gd nite..<<
Okay shall stop here..SHooooooo~
Let the thoughts go wild!
pain pain!~
My back spine, leg, and hand seriously hurt alot from fri till now haven recover..
I think will take at least one more week to fully recover..zzz..
But my spine and upper part of my leg more serious cuz whenever tried to stand up or sit down, the pain will be too much and really, i felt like screaming out=)
Now i have problem walking, bathing, etc, etc..Ahh..
Just hope that can quickly recover..
Love the "Jiang Xiao Nan" from huan huan ai. haha..watch till epis 9 le..I think she damn cute more cuter than Rainie=) haha..And one thing i like abt this show is the main actor and actress like to face eachother very close when they talk..Very like Diao like that but create the atmosphere=) haha..
Now moving into 2nd week of holiday..haha..=) Hope that is a enjoyable and fulfilling week XD
>>Some words are just hard to said but from the silent language, it will be shown<<
>>Very often, love occurs when we are at the least prepared and not being aware<<
>>Communication is the best way to let peoples understand you<<
>>When we just sit around and do nothing to grab hold of the opportunity, very often it will be gone forever<<
Let the thoughts go wild!
Hi everybody=) very much had happened these few days especially today although is my mum b'day but somehow had a devastated day. Anyway, thinking of changing blogskins but still in search for it..still think tat the current wan suits me best but wan to look for a music blog cuz i love music=) haha..
Wed
Me!! Taken before going to swim=) (Zi Lien)LOL=)
Went for a swim with mark at Jurong East swimming complex in the late afternoon..As usual, Wesley flew aeroplane again. zzz..but still quite a fun day..just rent the float and goes around the lazy river and wave pool..Very relaxing..Then something funny happened. We go very deep in the wave pool and suddently, mark lost his google when the wave comes..We were at 1.6M tall water and at 1.8M gt a line nt to be crossed. Then i help mark look for his google and i saw it is below 1.7+ M..But when i try to go down and take, the wave keep pushing me back and finally when the wave stop, the google was over the 1.8M line..Is too tall for me and because was restricted, i told mark to take himself and i lent him my google.. He walk to the 1.8M there, cross the line and start looking for his google..At the meantime, i could hear the lifeguard there whistering..LOL..He pointed at us..I pretend to don't know mark and swim away=) In the end, mark kana scolded by the lifeguard and mark actually lost one white thing on my google..Then my google was spoilt-__- And after that, the lifeguard get back mark google..ZZZ...
After that, when playing at lazyriver, i hit my head and is extremly painful cuz my head hit directly to the floor..zzz..Then, went to eat KFC(my fav) Mark saw a very cute girl working at the KFC and feel like wooing her..But he say he paiseh and he start to bet with me from$5-$100 to dare me go take number from her lol..Of course i didn't cuz this type of thing he do himself better=)
Thurs
Boring day cuz at home whole day..As usual use comp, study, sleep etc etc..And Huan Huan Ai i watched till Epi 7 le=) Haha..And Gong Zhu xiao Mei NiCE!!
Fri(To
day) T_T My hand!!Haven show my back and leg yet!!
Today supposed to be a happy day cuz is my Mum B'day but turn out otherwise..Anyway Happy B'day Mum..Wish that you can stay healthy and happy always!! HAha..And today i go work at a coffee factory(Maccoffee) And its really the worst day for me..nv felt so tired, restless, and angry before!!Basically took up this job cuz to earn money to buy a MP3, and occupied my time..But when i got there, its a terrifying experience!! IPROMISE I WONT WORK AT FACTORY AGAIN IN MY LIFE!! Supposed to be a 12 hr work earning $77.. But its really hard!!got there at 7+ Am with Wesley and Chee Shian..Started work at 8am and that's where it affect my mood..Damn it i was sent to the packing department to pack all those packet of coffee dropping from the machine..I was nt allowed to be sit, The ppls there are nasty e.g when they accidentally throw something at you, they wont apologised and just look away!!I almost died of hotness and the job demand was too much(No rest chiong all the way!!)..i have to bend down for almost 12 hrs to pack, use my strength, and nw my hand seriously hurt, back pain, leg pain, and feel so pain all over my body!!zzz..So iQUIT TODAY AND NO MORE FACTORY!!=)Dont wish to elaborate more..
A simple cake for my Mum by me and my bro and sis..
Okay shall end here..This weekend should be staying at home to watch TV haha.. unless someone asked me out=)
Feel like going to Kbox, beach,watch movie and buy a MP3!!=)
Let the thoughts go wild!
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Yest drank this..some sort of beer=) But taste like softdrink.. HAha..
Actually nt feeling emo in the last entry but just deep thoughts from my heart so ppls just ignore it=) Just need some space to release it..=) Yup..So actually treat this blog as a platform to jot down my thoughts and some feelings so that my hearts will be lighter after releasing these thoughts..
Do nothing much these few days..Study for like 1hr+ everyday, Do exercise to slim down and gosh, its really hard, and if at home will spent lots of time sleeping or watching drama like" Gong Zhu xiao mei, Huan huan Ai, the 7 pm channel 8 show and many more which i think is nice.."
I think i really am abit different from some of my friends..( No offend to those gamer)Many like to play game be it PS2 or computer or Xbox watever..but i don't really like..in the past would be a yes but now, i would rather spent my time on other things..cuz somehow have nt so much of interest in playing games.. Haha..
Oh my mum and Dad B'day coming also..Its really hard on them to work so hard everyday to provide the best that they can to us..I really wants to come out to work to lighten their burden but with a major exam in oct, i promise i will work at Nov=) A few days back have a conversation with them and my sibiling and i asked" Pa, Ma, what ur want for your bithday"?
They said" we don't need anything but just hope that your can produce good results and move on as far as your can in the area of studies so that in the future, your wont be like us slogging so hard everday to earn a little" Wa..really like very touching.. Both my mum and dad was not educated due to their past family background that they have no choice and no chance to go to school but now we are given a chance and i'm nt making full use of it and its really a feeling of neglecting them..But also worried for my bro cuz his eng is even more S** than me but his other subject is very good and really afraid that he will follow my path..zzz..
Okay enough saying..shall end this long entry again. Bye all!~
>>Happiness is like a pair of wing. It takes two side to flap in order to open the gate of happiness<<
Let the thoughts go wild!
PPls ignore this postBad bad day these few days..Sometimes really felt so boring..And really a feeling of emptiness in my heart..Just felt very lonely..Sometime is like want to go out den nobody to accompany,wish to hav someone to talk to but still, nobody..haiz..really s*** man these feeling..think of getting a job to occupied my time..but that will be Nov maybe..Maybe all these years i have live in vain..Yes i have lots of friends but hardly a few that i can talk to, share my happiness with, and console me when i'm sad. Its just a feeling of helpless.MAybe in the first place i was not a good friend to them.Or someone that is hard to get along.Or basically does not share the same interest. Ha life still have to get on..zzz.
Let the thoughts go wild!
Exam= Over
Holiday= Started from now till 15 Oct
Okay today's friday...ended all exam in ITE and now holiday!!~ Also not very sure what i'm going to do for this holiday but basically is relax, eat, sleep, watch tv, go out, and study for Os.
Thurs Have a small gathering at marina square to celebrate Chong Yinn & Desmond B'day...Went there at 2+ then go play arcade, pool, bowling, buy present all the way till 6+ After that, went eat seoul garden and really, the food is not very nice compared to last time...Then went to Esplanade there for awhile thn went home le...Reach home at 12+ mid night...Spent lots of money=) Around $50+ zzz...But okay la cuz really been a long time didn't see some of them and a long time since gathered=) And most of them working, busy wif school=) And they said i grow fatter le!! lol.. I also can feel that i grow fat le maybe due to nv exercise regularly or eat too much -_- So slim down!!
These few days been watching drama...Some show is really nice and i like all those meaningful and reasonable stuff being brought out...Sometimes will really watch untill almost drop a tears or tears brimming in my eyes...lol... especially those talking about romance, kinship stuff=) Because some really let us reflect on ourself and all those things we have done in the past and all that...So shall end this post with some sentence that i find really cool!!
Love -> "Love see no flaw" When you are really in love with someone, you will be able to accept all their weaknesses.
"At least i plucked out my courage to face my own feelings" <- Like this sentence
Friend -> "We cannot choose who our father, mather, family background, sex, or races but we do have a choice to choose who we want our friends to be"
Kinship -> "Treasure the time together before its too late as after all, they're the ones that are the closest to you"
Lastly, Have a nice holiday all!! Feel free to call me out if got any outings!! lol..=) Bye!~
Let the thoughts go wild!
Haiz my comp nowaday have problem starting...zzz...And will auto shut down wan...if happy thn can use but if sad, cannot use -_-
Hmm...Yest went to Mdm Siti Hajar house at jurong west st 62 there( Near jurong Point)...Went there for a math gathering...Finally +_+ And total 7 of us went to her house and had to paid $16 for the food...2 box of canadian pizza, 2 box of pizza hut, and KFC and lots of drinks too...Ate until i was so full!!And very nice too...After that chat, play poker cards...Really lucky cuz hardly lost=) Haha...Then went home at 10 plus...
Exam next week...Thn holiday!~ Hehe...but still not exactly a complete holiday cuz nids to study for O LVL...Haiz...will not be posting about exam staffs and all that le cuz is very unpredictable wan...The more we expect, the least it will turns out whereas sometimes the least we expect, the more it turns out... Okay shall stop here...All the best ppls and be happy!!!^-^
>>It is not wrong to love a person unless your presence makes the person feel annoying and unhappy<<
Let the thoughts go wild!
ME!! Feeling very tired...
This tank is fierce=)
Helicoptor With alot of guns and cannon
AOH 2007
Yest went to army open house...Had a pleasant experience talking with the army staffs and officers there...Done alot of shooting, obtacles game, and riding of army vehicles around...Didn't ate for the whole morning and afternoon...Also got to know more about the army. If sign on after NS, the pay is good, good prospect, and get to travel alot to overseas for training...But the disadventage is physical demand is very high, have to sacrifice lots of time even weekends, and very hard to find a gf LOL=) Heard from the army officer...But i think what's important now is to study as much as possible first...And continue to progress if our results allow...
-Sometimes the more we want something to go our way, the very often it will go the opposite
-The more hope that we have in it, the more disappointing the results will be
-Some things no matter how hard you try, it still won't be yours
This week has been a devastating week for me...my mood was like roller-coaster...zzz...I think i really nid some break to really relax myself and for the remaining run...Holiday in another 2 more plus week...Exam another 1 week...Everything coming...=) Somehow not feeling too much of stress but the tiredness within me...really feel like sleeping the whole day or do some water sports!! Now looking back, i think my past entry was too emo...=x And yup, thanks for all the motivation/encouraging talks from all...I also will not regret or let it affect me le...just do what i can and if still cannot make it, that's fate...Hee~ -_-
Love Rainie new song "que yang"...very nice like her other song"Guo Min" Like this type of songs cuz really very relaxing and yet sound nice...And anyone realised i put a chinese song to my blog?"Ai Zhuan Jiao" A XiaoZhu song...one of my favourite songs...Will be changing to "Qi shi hai ai ni" like this song too...the lyrics very meaningful=x Okay shall end with a compo that i read on "wasted opportunity" that i find it true though...Have a nice day all...
>We should never be in a position that we look back and regret all the wasted opportunities in our lives<
>If we respond to opportunities, our whole lives could be changed. New opportunies are challenges and life without challenge would be a dull and boring indeed<
Let the thoughts go wild!
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