These few days been having bad feeling for my eng oral...Whenever i close my eyes, i will think of the mistakes tat i made in oral such as "astronaut" i speak to"ascronaut", and the examiners asked me so many qns which i felt that i hav nt spoken enough and was really a bad sign...how i wish i could do it again... BUT CAN I? zzz...
Frankly speaking, now i really am afraid of many things... i afraid that i will fall down again, i afraid that i will fail my eng again, i afraid that history will repeat...I keep asking myself why can't i do things right the first time and do it well?Why can't i treasure this chance to prove to myself again?I tried to be optimistic but somehow, my mind does not seems so...I really wonder where i will be next year after finishing this course?ARmy, Poly,ITE? What will my results be like? Will i cry again over my results again?Will i breakdown again?I really don't know...My future seems blur to me...I'm not getting any younger...Is passing english a aim that is too high for me that i will never reach?I don't know...I just wants to finish my studies fast and at least get a diploma cert to work but why it seems so difficult to me?
Somehow i really wonder have i made the right choice by coming to tourism course to study this year...or i should hav just drop my studies last year and move on to army first...i don't know...But there's one thing that i can guarantee i have made the right choice by coming to this course...i got to know many funky and nice ppls from my class...from them i see many qualities that others don't have"independent, friendly, contented, helpful, and many more..." Two more english papers to go at oct...i not sure whether i can do well or even pass the papers...But by next year, i will know it...
>>>Some battles are meant to be lost in the first place no matter how hard you fight, or how well-equipped you are<<<
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Firstly, thanks all those who sent me the good luck message...*millions thanks* Just come back from the oral...when i first step into jurongwest sec, i love the eagle pic there and the scl quote" Every Eagles Dare"I walk in thn the person there said go to the canteen to wait thn wait so long le still no ppls come so went up to hall thn see alot of private candidates=) and of course the jwss students..thn the oral start...overall i dun tink i do well cuz me like speak too fast and the examiners keep proning me wif qns...tat's a bad sign=) I tink was abit nervous cuz the hall is so quiet and can see from others tat they're very nervous too...I kept sweating-_- But at least gt see the examiner's smiling face nt like last time black face-_- Haha...just hope can pass can le!!!
The reading part the passage is on ascronaut...pic talking is just a pic wif ppls looking up to the sky carrying some files/documents...thn the conversation is on which transport u best like to take in S'pore?why? Thn talk abt a pleasant and unpleasant event tat took place...Which country u best like to go?why?If u were given a chance, would u go?Why? Thn i answer very quickly and around 5 mins i left le-_- so fast=) zzz...
Now left wif maths and eng written papers on 29 Oct and 30 oct...And ITE exam on 11 sept to 15 sept i tink...All the best ppls!!!
I this morning read the eng composition book and find it very interesting...All the story/essay written were very nice, touching, and some very close to our hearts...So pick up two sentence tat i tink is very meaningful from the essay"GoodBye" to end this post...^-^
>>>When we grow to love someone, we form a wholeness with that person. When we say goodbye, that wholeness is broken and as if a part of us is wrentched away<<<
>>>Goodbye marks the end of a stage of life and beginning of another . Real goodbye are painful if not devastating, yet a sweetness about it we cannot explain<<<
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Hi everybody! Haha just finish watching the 9 pm army show on channel 8 and i really loves the show=) Guess that the career that suits me will be a army boy...haha...cuz i loves challenge=)
Hmm...today went to a talk related to excellence service at simei ite...at the beginning the talk i still find it interesting but in the middle, suddently feels like sleeping=) Cuz really the speakers too boring and his speech is monotonous=) zzz...so communication skills are important after all as it is a key factor to understand people's way of culture and knowledge=)
And for the past few days keep seeing familiar faces in the bus especially in 181 and 185=) And some is my seniors giving those cocky and "dog eyes" face...zzz...thn i also stare back at them cuz really cant stand them...Give the face of arrogant and as if they want to pick up a fight like tat=)Then also saw many ex-westwoodian, my sec 5 classmate and many more...Really very coincidence haha...maybe is stay in the same area ba=) Then mostly they will ask almost the same qns'' where u studying nw? Good or nt? Gt gf or nt?where u plan after this course?"haha...and those that are nt so close want will just say hi and bye=) And its really fun meeting them cuz can talk talk and find out how's they doing=) N today saw Zhi zhong at simei ite, Chong Yinn and Rashid at 181...Hope them all the best although they may nt be reading this=)
And somehow after every stage of studies is parting or farewell...I really hate it cuz have to leave those friends or ppls that are close to u and have to continue on to a new environment. Its a feeling of unwilling and unwanted=)...I know 'parting is an entrance to a new beginning' but somehow all these things will turn into memories hopefully all the happy want only...And some will say can always meet after that but b'cuz of different environment that all of us are in makes it very difficult to meet and there must always be someone who take the initiative to plan=)
And heard that next sat will be having a maths gathering...And some of them really long time nv see le...hopefully they still remember me=) haha...Lastly before i go into my dreamworld, wish all my classmates, friends or anyone all the best in all the upcoming test,exam=) Bye~...
>>>If you really love someone, you have not only have to accept her present and future but also her past<<<
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T_T zzz...Really long time nv blog le? 3 days?-_- haha...=) My comp at home kana the msn virus and now cannot use...i nid to clear all the virus 1st thn can back to normal so will take couples of days=) And really sry for those tat i sent the virus to=) The comp sent by itselves wanT_T And is my sis who got it from her friends Zzz...Hopefully in another couples of day my comp will be okay=) But really seriously damaged=) i scan the comp 20% only and 142 infections will found ZZZ...
Nw i at scl using comp cuz its CDP lesson=)Everytimes is free surfing nets lesson=) Haha...Scl's all the exam coming up!!! And my O LVL eng oral is on next Wed...Nt going to scl tat day although fot test...i nid to calm myself down LOL...=) Just hope tat everything will go smoothly...And PLS DEITY/GOD, PLS LET ME PASS ENG!!!=)
All the best to those having all sorts of exam...Hmm nothing to update le..=) Okay shall end here bye!~ Take care everyone...
>>>Have confident before the start of wars. You have already won 50% of it by then<<<
>>>Sometimes what we thinks may not be right everytimes<<<
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AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!! Today feeling so low and moody...zzz...suddently just felt tired of everything=) zzz...AAHH maybe some sleep will help~ T_T
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! 42 years old liao ar=) HAha...=)
On Wed after PE lesson thn i go le cuz dun want to stay for the stall things=) Thn went swimming at jurong West complex...Really long time nv go there le... still the same the facilities there...And i enjoyed myself=)Then gt a little sunburn=) my back and face a little red=) BUT I LOVE IT!!! After tat went to watch rush hour 3. Really a very nice show...The show is humorous, funny, a little bit A, and alot of dangerous moves oso=) The black guy i think is chris(Jacky Chan partner) is OMG funny=) HAha...Haiz, nw i want watch the secret anyone?=)
Today watch the NDP show at channel 5 just nw...WOw i tink almost everyyear is the same?=) But i like the fireworks, Ppls singing, and the marching of army=) Yea the light effect oso to make the whole stage so great!!=) And dun know why at one part of the show when i saw the ministers and Lee Kuan Yew wave the star things i feel like crying LOL=)I just reflect on the contribution tat they have made to Singapore and the speed tat Singapore progress...=)
Hmm...thinking of getting a job...cuz my parents want me to be independent LOL=) zzz...but somehow i tink nw is nt the right time so maybe after all my o lvl or year end thn i go get a job=) And this sunday going to Hong kah north CC to get some $$=) Finally got some income le... BUt the place very far n will be going alone=) zzz AHHHH!!!
Waa...very late le...shall stop here...Good night all...off to my dream world!!!^-^
>>>There's no use clinging onto something that does not belongs to you, what's yours will ultimately be yours<<<
>>>Every small gesture or effort makes a difference. You will only reach your goal if you are moving. It is not the speed that matters, but the effort.<<<
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Happy Birthday Singapore!!!!Yup, S'pore B'day is tml!!Hope that our economy will continue to growth and ppls really treasure the fact tat S'pore have a good government tat will always plan ahead for us so tat S'pore continue to prosper and be a strong country despite its small size=)
Above are a present by my bro sometimes ago.. Just like it cuz to me, it act as a motivation for me in studies...Haha sometimes what we do may seems easy and a little to us but to others, it may seems alot to them=)Anyway,thanks bro!!=)
Hmm...this week i have oso received my exam timetable...really lots of test,roleplay,exam all coming up!!!But i love to have all these things cuz its a process to help us identify how much we have absorb and really learn...i love learning things=) (A bit pervert right=))
Also, this week i seems to have some emptiness and sadness in my hearts=) i oso dun know how to describe but its just some really weird feelings telling me to buck up and be serious if nt it will be too late=) NOT BECAUSE OF MARK AND WESLEY NV COME OKAY!!=)
Haiz...ZZZ guess that i must really find a gf to stop ppls from saying i'm gay LOL=) But all these must depend on affinity,destiny,fate,courage,correct timing and many more wan right=) And i'm not those types tat really noe how to express myself wan=) And dun know why just kind of lack of courage to woo the girls tat i like even when she really means alot to me=) Haiz...So let it be natural ba=)
This week i have many wants too=) I wants to buy a bag, stationary, eat, ICECREAm, try some challenging sports tat i nv tried before, go to beach, jump into water, and travel to other places tat i nv been before...
Okay shall stop here..Bye all!!If free nth to do can sms me lol=) haha TAke Care!!
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Sat today!!zzz just done with the CTR role play script..1 page plus only LOL -_- Dunno wat to add le..I tink still nid to edit ALOT more before can print out-)) ANd today why so hot!!I melting-)) Haha firstly really thanks those that tagg for me-)) Haha really appreciate it..
Then a few days ago my earpiece oso kana pull off and spoit le..1 side can still hear-_- But nvm, i know she nt do it purposely want...So i oso didn't blame her...And really thanks Si YAn for the earpiece... A MILLION THANKS TO YOU!!-) I will buy you a very big present for you yea? (Provided if i have $$)=) Haha...
And seems like more and more ppls are into this word called"relationship". Haha really glad that they've found the one suitable for them...While some are still fighting and wooing+_+ And yup, hope them success...^-^
AHHHH!! AND REALLY i tink most ppls will be having all types of exam real soon..ALL THE BEST PPLS AND WORK HARD YEA!! And tagg me ha if yours happen to pass by my blog=) Okay tat's all Bye!
>>Are you working towards what you really want? If not, change direction now instead of looking back and wishing that you have spent your time in a more constructive way<<
>>The best way to tell how much you love that person is simply saying" I love you"<<
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Today is the 1st day of Aug. Time passes fast yea? In a twist of eyes, all the major exam and test coming!! And going to graduate from this course soon?=) And i really in love with music!!Haha don't know why everyday must at least listen to some music-) And really like some song the music lyrics cuz its really very close to our hearts and meaingful HA!~
SAD SAD My dad said that he was not feeling very well so he go to hospital to take a X-ray..Hope that he will be alright when the results out on next week..But, he's a smoker and drink frequently also. ZZZ ARRR.. When i tell him to quit smoking, he say is impossible le cuz he start smoking at the age of 12... ZZZ...But at least he's making a effort to try to smoke as little as possible-) Haiz..
3 more weeks to english oral...Hopefully can make it-) Less than 3 months to all the written papers.. And all the test, exam also coming up really soon..Just feel neutral but i more worried for my o lvl subjects especially maths zzz..Really like long time lost touch of it le..When i told Ms Tan last time tat i scared tat this time my maths will score more worst than last time, she say can use back last year results wat..Then i was like-__-'' But the cert for this year retake will be very ugly ZZZ-) AAAAAHHHH I WAT PASS MY ENGLISH!!-)
Hmm so far schooling has been so far so good?Manage to pass all the module hopefully-) I also dun expect very good results la but just like have a GPA that can make it to higher Nitec can le..Yup, hope tat everyday will be a happy day for me and all of you!! Haha..And i will be posting the most 2 times per week from now on.. No special reasons..cuz sometimes really nth to post-) Haha shall stop here..Everyone if miss me can sms me LOL-) BYe!~ Off to my sleep!~
>>>What goes around comes around
Work like you don't need the money
Love like you've never been hurt
Dance like nobody's watching
Sing like nobody's listening
Live like it's Heaven on Earth<<
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