i feel really sad.
cant help her with anything.
its been long since i cry till so hard.
seeing her give up on this world
wanting to die
want to end her life
really makes me feel sad.
i know its hurtful.
but seeing her in this state
hopeless abt the world
wanting to cut herself
really makes me feel hopeless
i wish i can help
but the help seems limited
i dont know what to say
but its the worse, saddess that it could go for the past few yrs
1st time crying in public
1st time worrying like crazy
1st time felt so helpless than never
just 1 wish: go back on track. =(
Let the thoughts go wild!
Super busy for the past few week
Time seems to pass so fast everyday
Get my 2nd pay and its like finally!
Wanted to do alot of things with it xD
Work is really getting busier and busier..
There seems to be unlimited and never ending call to make and received..
And alot of work to do too those provisioning -_-
I felt that for this term, i get along better with some of the classmate.
But exhausted is the word for me nw
Scl, work, RJ is like almost everyday of my routine..
Haha. All i can say is it's really torturing to wake up so early in the morning
Almost everyday also will drop my head in the train..
SOmetimes will really think of just nt going to scl
But still force myself to go haha.
Cuz getting older le..
So.. might be the last chance to be a student le..
Nxt yr will hav a 2 infront le haha.
Have to treasure the chance to study xD
But will late for scl still lol..
Read some heroscope on email that some friend send.
Haha. Although i'm nt those type that really believe in these type of stuff
But gt to say found quite afew that really describe me to the fullest i feel
And yup sec scl gathering to EAst Coast was fun
Enjoyed myself=p
>> What hurts the most is when i thought i know everything but in fact, none<<
Life's moving fast and just have to keep myself ahead too =(
Let the thoughts go wild!
