By 7.30am, the house will be empty.
And whenever i woke up, there's no one around already..
My parents have gone to work and my sibilings have gone to scl.
Really nt used to it.
How I wish i could go back to scl also=]
The feeling at home is quite lonely actually.
Besides using comp and slacking, there's hardly anything for me to do.
Sometimes i just wish that there will be someone out there to accompany me.
Or i have a very busy lifestyle that kept me occupied.
Nw thinking back...
What does friends really meant?
Friendship isn't abt whom you have known the longest, who came first or who cares the best. Its abt who came and nv left. >Took this from xy msg<
Its true actually.
But unfortunately, the feeling that i have over the years are many came and many left too. Sometimes even without us knowing too.
Maybe i was nt a gd friend to them=[
To me, its hard to maintain or remain the same friend.
Everything just keep changing everyday. Nothing stay permanent.
Then some will say you must take the initiative sometimes to ask ppls out, to care for them and blah blah blah.
True. But often, i just have this feeling that they are busy, unwilling, and in some cases, its impossible to maintain the friendship.
Because of gender? Interest?Attitude?Character?
Hah~ maybe to some of my friend, they find me very quiet. But its true, i dont usually talk much unless its something that interest me=]
Maybe i shd really try to speak up more often=]
I think from pri scl to now studying in ITE, got to knew alot of ppls mainly through same class, scl or CCA.
And as i proceed to a higher institute, the number of ppls that were left beside me really became lesser and lesser.
I guess that's life after all.Its impossible to remain all the good stuffs beside us always.
If i have the choice, i would rather exchange all my friends to 1 or 2 close friend or ppl that i can share my everything with.
There's still a long route ahead of me.
I dont know what will happen to me in the future time.
But hopefully, i will get to know more closer friend and be a person of better character.
Haa!~ i'm too paranoid today=]
Nxt Tues starting attachment. Still have 3 more days to slack=]
And the last few days have been playing basketball.
A song that i superb like. The lyrics, feel or this.
Its like a overdraft of my life. Its the 2nd song in my playlist.=]
Going to go buy lunch nw. Bye!~
Lu Tai Wan
我在这里
计算终点的距离
下一站有没有更期待的结局
眼闭上眼
看不看得见过去
看不看得见
原来那个你和幸福的关系
路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯
一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状
眼闭上眼
看不看得见过去
看不看得见
原来那个你和幸福的关系
路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状
付出过是不是就换得希望
呼吸太乱世界太宽缘分毕竟太短
路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状
Let the thoughts go wild!
