Bad bad day these few days..
Sometimes really felt so boring..
And really a feeling of emptiness in my heart..
Just felt very lonely..
Sometime is like want to go out den nobody to accompany,
wish to hav someone to talk to but still, nobody..haiz..
really s*** man these feeling..
think of getting a job to occupied my time..
but that will be Nov maybe..
Maybe all these years i have live in vain..
Yes i have lots of friends but hardly a few that i can talk to,
share my happiness with,
and console me when i'm sad.
Its just a feeling of helpless.
MAybe in the first place i was not a good friend to them.
Or someone that is hard to get along.
Or basically does not share the same interest.
Ha life still have to get on..zzz.
Let the thoughts go wild!
